A lifetime of firsts.

I knew when I had a child of my own I would experience many "firsts" that have an impact on my life--the first smile, the first word, the first poop, the first time she gets sick. In the past few days, we have experienced many wonderful "firsts" and one that I could have never prepared for. We had our first pediatrician visit today and learned that Olivia has jaundice. Now I know this common among newborns, and in most cases, not serious. However, hearing the doctor tell you that your baby may have to re-admitted to the hospital is scary as hell.

We had to take her to the hospital for blood work (another experience I had rather not have) and luckily her numbers were not as bad as the doctor thought. We have her at home, but she has to be hooked up to a Bili-Blanket non-stop. A Bili-Blanket is a small, flat light source connected to a machine by a stiff hose. Since she has to be on it all the time, it is difficult to nurse and change her, but we are getting by. We have done a lot of snuggling today because I figure if she has to be connected to this miserable contraption, then she deserves to be held. (I think she deserves to be held anyway, but I have been trying not to spoil her too much by holding her while she sleeps.)

Anyway, there is no need to be alarmed. She should be fine in a few days. We will check her blood again tomorrow to determine if the levels are going up or down, which will determine how much longer she needs the treatment. I will keep you posted.